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[06 Nov 2005|06:21pm] |
i love when you..
i love when you kiss me.
i love you when tickle me while we're laying together.
i love when you tell me i'm beautiful.
i love when you tell me i'm the only one you want to be with.
i love when your mean to me and 2 minutes later we are kissing again.
i love how we can never fight without making up right away.
i love when you hold me in your arms constantly no matter where we are or who we're with.
i love how you say goodnight to me every single night.
i love that we never leave, without telling each other we love one another.
i love when you remind me of things from the past, that you remember times we've shared.
i love your beautiful face when you look at me, and we stare into each other eyes for no reason at all.
i love your lips. when they touch mine, even if it is those little whimpy kisses!
i love everything that we have. and everything about you.
and i love that i know i will never lose you for the rest of my life.
your always mine & im always yours
forever<3
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Well, i pretty much had the best 16th birthday ever. kyle picked me up for school, when we got there my locker was decorated & then i went to put my books down in my class & there were 16 balloons & a cake on my deskk. =p awhh it was so cutee. hmm, skip down to on the way to CPC. natalie goes " im on e, i cant go to mcdonalds. " & i was really sad cauz we go there everyday & well im a fatty & really wanted it. so we pull into the CPC parking lot. then they bring out ANOTHER cake & their like " ohh were gonna have a party for you here. we have a full tank of gas. " & they go we also have 2 liters & chips & salsa, it was soo cutee. i was soo happy <333 they are so cute. i lovee my giirls <333 then well i'm in CPC some foreign lady comes in & goes wheres the birthday girl & i was hiding & amanda goes RIGHT HEREE & she had this huge thing that my gma got for mee from like the CPC flower shop. it was like a bear & balloons & lotsa candy. & then she was like singing happy birthday to me. lmaoo awhh it was so cutee! i love my gma. then anthony made me a card. =) lol thenn got to the school, got home, my baybe came over & gave me my presentss. awhh i love them alll. he's SO cute! ahh i love that boy more then nething. <333 then we just hung out until like 415 cauz he had to be on the feildd for his game at like 500. but yeh then krista came over. then i got some prettyy flowerss <333 awhh i love them. then we chilled, got ready for the game & left at about 650ish. just hung out with everyonee. =) then after the game we went to kyles real fast & then back to coneyss. ahh my favee =) lol thenn after that he just dropped us off at my house ( me & krista ) & i didn't really feeel good so we went to sleep. =(
todayy, woke up around 1230. got some mickey d's. thenn came home & just hung out for a whiilee. then krista left at like 230. i took a shower, did my hair & well here i amm. lol today kyles family & mine are going to Olive Garden to celebrate my biirthday. since kyle had a game last night. but im kinda mad cauz kyles working & we prolly are gonna have to cancel plans that we've had for like a few weeks now. i doubt he's gonna be home by 600. but it's alright i guess, i understand that he needs the money. i can't let it really bother me but we did have plans for a whilee. idkk =( but yeh. maybe haunted house later? who knowws!
things with me & the boy are real good lately. no fighting in no joke over a week! & thats so good for us seeing we faught all the timee before. i'm glad things are getting back on track. sometimes i feel like he DOESN'T wanna be with me thoughh. i know he Loves me & he knows i Love him. hopefully he doess wanna be with me cauz i really Love him more then nething & i can't picture my self with anyone but himm. he's amazing & he just does EVERYTHING for me & i can't live without him. & i stuck with my promise this time, no fighting & no getting mad so easy. i Love you so much Kyle <333 i hope your feelings are still getting stronger & not weaaker like beforee. <333 thanks for EVERYTHING you've done for me yesterday, the presents & coneyyss.
to my giiirls <333
you guys are SO0 wonderful --- thanks for making me have the bestt sweet 16 ever. i don't know what i'd do without you guys. awhh i love you guys so much!! <333 xox we are alll hanging out reaal soon =) * oh yeh, we can't forget NATALiES birthday is nextt ;] muahahahahah!!
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[21 Oct 2005|06:00am] |
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HAPPY 16th BiRTHDAY TO MEEEEEE!!!!
YESS TODAYY (( OCTOBER 21st ))
TODAYS GONNA BE WONDERFUL <333
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| HAPPY BIIRTHDAYY TOOO MEEEE =) |
[20 Oct 2005|07:50pm] |
YEP. my 16th BIRTHDAYYY is TOMORROW. (( OCTOBER 21 ))
ahh SO EXCITEDDD =) lol tomorrow shalll be a greatt dayy!!
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Yeh, my life is pretty much back to AMAZING again. <333
&& Kyle is making me the happiest person ever. To catch everyone up, we broke up Tuesday. Yes, Tuesday October 11th 2005. My life was pretty much over.. =[ but now things are completely AMAZING!! heress the storyy.
School went well with the boyy <333 then got back from CPC && danielle && i walked to 711 && then back to my houuse. then we went to pick up my bday cake && to get pizzza. && Kyle called && goes " i have to take a shower, do some homework, so we can only hang out for 20 minutes " i got really sad cauz he promised me itd be like an hr. so i was all sad && then my door opens && its KYLE with a dozen PINK roses ((which mean LOVE)) && one WHITE rose ((which means im SORRY)) && he told me hes sorry for everything && he made a big mistake. wow i love him so muuch. i CANT live without him. hes WONDERFUL!! nothing less =] but yeh i must say i have the GREATESTT boyfriend.
anotherr good thing of my week is me && danielle started talking AL0T more && were getting to be real good friends. =] shes the sweetest person ever && i love her to death =] shes been there for me thru the whole break up, && she knows about everything better then alotta people do. cauz its basically the samee situation. oh yeh && shes not into doing stupid shit likee SOME of my friendss =] yep. i loove you danielle && thanks for EVERYTHING!! im always here for youu dont ever forget that!
i lOVE my boyfriend more then NETHING!!
and his WONDERFUL surprisess <333
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[09 Oct 2005|04:50pm] |
next weekend is going to be a good one. =]
ahHhHh =D cant hold in the excitement! lol
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I don't even know where I would start. Well first off, I don't want any stupid comments cauz if I get them, you will be deleted && blocked. I've just had AL0T on my mind about Kyle && I. I was thinking how I'm only 15, well 16 in like 12 days but people say oh you can't be in love, well I am && it's just the people that are jelous && wish they had the feeling I have that say that. I am IN LOVE with you Kyle Lambrix. He's changed me in way I can't even explain. He's my life, he's EVERYTHING to me. Without him in my life, it's seriously pointless. I would give up anything && everything if I had to. I'd take a bullet for him even. He's the most important person in my life, without seeing his beautiful face everyday, hearing his voice, touching him, even kissing him I think I'd die. He makes me feel SO safe like nothing could EVER go wrong when he's holding me. He's given up && done so much for me && I don't think I could ever thank him enough. No other guy would do what he does for me. Scratch that, I don't WANT any OTHER guy doing what he does for me. He's the most AMAZING person in this world, he's smart, funny, really good looking && he doesn't let what other people think get in the way of us. Sports are basically his life && he ALWAYS makes time for me after, even if he's dead tired && sore. He'd ALWAYS there. Never in my lifetime will I find a boy who will do that for me. Sometimes even when his best friends call && know of something real fun to do, he'll turn it down just to stay with me or bring me with him. My family LOVES him. I know everything about him && he knows everything about me. We've been thru no joke everything. I know for a fact I have to be probably the worst girlfriend in the world, but Kyle I thank you with all I've got for sticking with me. I say I'll try harder to be better but somehow it never happens. I really wish I could do something right, cauz he's gonna figure out soon that many girls could treat him better then I can. I HATE thinking about that more then anything, but what can I say? All I need to do is think "Britt do you really wanna lose the one thing that means EVERYTHING to you?" But I swear if anything EVER happens to me && him && he ends up dating someone else. I swear if someone hurts him EVER, watch out cauz I will kill you. He deserves nothing but the best. I wish I could make him as happy as he makes me. Theres a smile ear to ear everytime I hear his voice, see him, even when he holds me. No one could make me happier. Things are perfect when we aren't fighting. I promised him I'd do better in school cauz he didn't want a girl who gets D's && F's. So this year I tried for myself but mainly becauz I don't want to lose the one I love. I have 2 A's, 3 B's && 1 C. I look back on the year && couple months we've been together && we have had the greatest times && the worst times, but still managed to get thru them. That's what I hope for for the future. Kyle Lambrix, you're the only one I want, FOREVER && ALWAYS. Without you, nothing is right. I Love You More Then Words Could Ever Explain! What we have is True Love && I never want it to go away. You mean absolutely EVERYTHING to me. Believe EVERY WORD I say, cauz it is NO LIE. I'm not going to tell you "I Love You, I wanna be with you forever, I don't want to lose you..etc" if I don't mean it. I didn't know anything about Love until I met you. <333
I had to get all of this out, cauz I really don't express my feelings good enough all the time.
I Love You So Much Kyle.
I NEVER want to lose you!
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[09 Oct 2005|12:37pm] |
yeh, way too much on my mind right now. idk what im gonna do about this situation either. either way its gonna be bad.. i really needa talk to you Krista, so if you see this; CALL ME!
ahh =/ =[
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[06 Oct 2005|06:36pm] |
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hmm. things are REALLL different between me && Kyle. i dont even know why. i didnt do ANYTHiNG wrong. but i dont wanna even talk about it cauz it gets me even more depressed, but i have a bad feeling about all this so i can bet hes gonna end it soon. i just dont get it. i love him more then nething. i dont understand WHY hes being SO different. he "claims" nothing is wrong but hunny ive been with you for over A YEAR i KNOW when something is wrong. i just dont wanna lose him, && he ALWAYS tells me how he doesnt wanna lose me, but im sure thats just all talk.
i dont like how guys think they dont have to be all cute//nice to you cauz you've been together for so long. && if they DO do anything cute or whatever && their friends make fun of them --- they stop. WHO CARES WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK!! goshhh im so stressed out lately its not even funny. my family is driving me insane beyond anything theyve EVER done, its just so different coming home now. school sucks, im gonna start doing real bad again cauz of my stupid family problems && worrying about if im gonna be with Kyle much longer. && then the most important person to me, is seriously changing feelings or something && its hurting me more then nething. i just wish i had someone to talk to about EVERYTHiNG but i cant trust anyone && the one i CAN trust makes it seem like he doesnt wnna deal with me nemore.
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mm, havent written in a few dayss. but yeh --- been with my bayybe like everyday. =] hes wonderful && i just love him so much! but hm, whats new.. whats new. yesterday; um well i dont even wanna go there, horrible night. but my loveely boyfriend made everything 10x better cauz thats just the kind of person he is. today; well went to school late, cauz i had a rough nite && i had a bad tummy ache. thenn i went to the mall today && got some cute stuff. mann do i lovee shopping. came home, took a shower then my bayybe came over. <333 well im going to bed, look for an update tomorrow. =]
i loooooooove you more then nething Kyle.
no one could EVER make me feel the way i do when im with you.
i swear i wanna be with you forever!!!!
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[02 Oct 2005|01:36pm] |
Leave your name and
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a drink i wanna swim with you in .
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what member of laguna beach you are like .
7. I'll ask you something that I've always pondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.
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[29 Sep 2005|04:34pm] |
hmm yeh, short update!
school - gay! went home, got my tanning lotion drove to tanning, saw my bffe --- yep jac <333 uhh then went to Kyles house to hang out with his dad while Kyle was at football ;] lmao no jk! i was showin his dad our homecoming pix! beaaautiful! <333 nd now here i amm lol about to go out to eat as soon as my brother gets home from football practice. awhh how cute! lol but yeh maybe update later if your luckkyy! xo byee!
i love you baybe
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[27 Sep 2005|05:19pm] |
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MUST BE W0RTH A TRilli0N* BUCKS
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so yeah, i didnt go to school today, i couldnt wake up for anything. =X lmao, so i slept until like 1130. then i was GOING to go to CPC but then im like well i havent missed school yet so why should i go? lol so i chilled watched my FAV0RiTE channel the *STYLE* channel. <333 = LOVE!! then cleaned && lounged around. then finally like REALLY woke up, ate some cereal && then did some laundry. THENN scheduled for Segment 2 with my LOVELY bestest. yep thatd be miss jaclyn taylor kiing =] haha us back in action in the DRiVERS TRAiN'N schooool ;] hahh yeh were sweet, dont hate. now im just chillin eating some PiZZA (( its not delivery, its DiG0RN0 )) lmao, wow im stupid. im sucha fatty hah but were havin steaks for dinner && who in the right mind turns that down? hmm, whats new, well nothing really. just waiting for that boyy to get outta practice again. =]] <333 ahHH i love hiim. hes soo sexayy. ;] but yeh, possible update later. mm sounds good to mee. xo loves.
I Love MYY Baybe!! < - - - 3
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its all coming back now everything i THOUGHT i could just forget about. not that i wanted to but when things are real hard you dont want to keep them locked in you forever. i cant believe youve been gone for one year today. it feels like just last month i heard the news. i wont ever forget how jordan came to find me crying && we just went to her house && cried forever. i cant believe it. all the good times we had, staying over until like 200 just talking, the times we just drove around jammin in your jeep, && just everything youve done for me. i wont ever forget any of that. you are definately missed by everyone. i cant think of anyone who disliked you. im so glad i had a chance to meet a person like you. your smile i wont ever be able to forget. someone could be having the worst day && there you were trying to make the best out of everything. i miss you alot && i love you. it hurts me more then ever && today it just flashed back to a year ago. i cant even picture you gone. i look at your pictures && the collage i made && it just hurts more. i used to just tell myself oh he just went away for a while, think of it as him going to college somewhere far away && not being able to see him again. but its not even like that, i cant even call you to say hi anymore. i just wish i could of said goodbye && told you how much i love you && care about you. i miss you more then nething joey. you have no idea.
&& im sick of all you ppl saying oh you didnt know him why are you so sad, im pretty sure i know him a lot better then a lot of you. i went out with him for 6 months && we were friends for even longer, so dont give me shit oh you didnt know him.
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Boring day.. =[[ my baybes gone so im all lost && depressed. lmao but hell be home around 800ish i hope <333 went to the mall for like 94584 hours looking for dresses && i finally found a dress for homecoming. its SOO cute --- black && silver. im getting silver shoes too =]] lol i L0VE silver. then came home, chilled for a while && then got my nails filled. now i gotta help out around the house && wait for my baybe to get home, i miss him alot. i think possibly getting BUDDYS pizza for dinner, lmao a lil late but yeh we had no time today. yeh im gnnna cut it short today. ill update tomorrow or something.
i l0VE Y0U dARliNG <333
more then nething in this W0RLD !!!!
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HMM, schools back in session. its STRAiGHT i guess =P actually i just cant really wait for NEXT summer, hahah. yeh i know summer JUST ended. i see my love a lot which is good. && CPC is so sweet =]] cauz it takes 2 hours of the day, but liike the teachers talk with eachother before for basically an hr so we really have only 1 hour && we do the easiest stuff. gonna be doing tons of " HANDS 0N " things which is good cauz thats how i learn best. hahh --- i swear if your friends with GiRlS drama D0ESNT end. i mean i wanna stay away from it this yr && ppl just come to me && bring their stupid ass problems. like get over it I D0NT CARE AB0UT Y0UR LiFE && THE PR0BLEMS Y0U HAVE !!!! yeh that sounds kinda mean but i dont care?? LMA0 me && jac really dont talk, oh well serves her right, uhh yeh hunnnny dont ditch me for a guy that your not gonna be with forever. ahh well idc, your lose not mine. i on the other hand HAVE 0THER FRiENDS. but you, you need to lose your attitude && maybe people would be willing to be your friends. but oh yeh another thing helps if you dont " SLUT " around with half of the class of 06. ;]
B0YFRiEND :: things with him are going W0NDERFUllY acutally. better then fighting like before. but it pisses me off cauz when im not acting stupid (( like in a silly way )) or laughing or talking, he thinks SOMETHiNG is ALWAYS wrong. oh well i L0VE him so incredibly much. my H0MEC0MiNG date <333 lol =]]
T0DAY :: got home around 300ish cauz of CPC, i like get home 20 hrs later. but yeh took the longest && best nap ever. && missed the game that i was supposed to wake up for, but um my alarm didnt go off? ah well, when he starts playing again ill be going to those games FOR SURE =]] KAY, well im done. look for an update sometime later or tomorrow. K BYE !!!
I L0VE Y0U KYLE
M0RE THEN NETHiNG !!!
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i got my H0MEC0MiNG date <333
yep, you guessed it, that W0NDERFUL boyfriend of mine Kyle Daniel Lambrix. hahah im so excited --- i love that boy with all that ive got && more !!!!
basically just school today, it was boring but oh well ill live. =] update tomorrow or something.
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